Circle of Finding

It’s long time I’m alone. Maybe I can say whole of my life I was alone. Absolutely my family stand with me, but I talk about a special person who can coming with me side by side. 

Also, I can say whole of my life I have been looking for a buddy for make a family together, so why am I alone? What’s the problem?

Explanation about that is hard because 27 years are behind it; However, in a sentence I’m trying to say: I spent my life for a stupid love, and I feel he killed my sense while I have been free of that. I lost my confidenc, and disappoint about find it.
What was I supposed to? Life continues, and my life too. Steve Maraboli said, “Life doesn’t get easier or more forgiving, we get stronger and more resilient.” It’s true, and I go alone and stronger.

Last week, I thought I’m hiding, and asked myself: how do people can see me and getting to know while I’m discreet? I tried to back to gay apps, but doesn’t work. I find two boy who LTR minded and monogamy wanted. I don’t feel they are eager, and  been a little disappointed and hiding again. 

4 thoughts on “Circle of Finding

  1. I left an comment on one of your first posts in this blog but I didn’t know that how wide is your blog and now i know that.
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